I don't want to have feelings

Mummy, I’m not crying. I just got something in my eye.
Mummy, I quit drinking again but I just can’t stand these God damned lies.

Daddy, am I drowning? I just can’t tell from all the rain.
Daddy, can you help me? I don’t think I’ll survive this fucking pain.

Brother, how you love me! But are things still going just the same?
Brother, I am freezing and I just can’t figure who’s to blame.

Sister, should I tell them? I’ve been hiding in my shell for all these years.
Sister, am I happy again? I can’t see my face through all these tears.